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to appear

You are not
And I am not
When you keep silly secrets hidden under the black of your sheets and the red of your cheeks

Or the pale, pale glow that kept you feeling distant that summer in Long Island. 

You are just a wall and that wall is just a gimmick
that soaks in a dash of warm water

From the Long Island beaches
because you fooled it into thinking you were there to stay.

I cannot write poetry and I cannot write myself
Onto a meaningless gimmick

That separates me from

no one 

And keeps me entangled in

no one

But still FAFAFA FFFFFFFF0000FAFAFA2ECCFA0B610B 
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to appear
As the person I know I am not.